Hello my diary;
I bought (rather started) you today. So today your birthday; happy birthday to you
Anyway that was a warm up joke. You know although I am good at writing, I am a lazy person. Hence, I dont usually write, especially never keeps diary..For example last year I started to write my life story, which I decided to dedicate to myself. But I haven't written even a single word for it since last February. Thanks to ingilizceforum, I've started to change many of my old and rather bad habits and started good ones. I guess the reason for that the positive reactions and messages that I receive most often. From now on I am going to visit you regularly and I hope very often.
I was going to write only an introduction for you but I've changed my mind. Let me add some details about yesterday and today..
Yesterday morning I was awakened by my brother's phone call. I understood why he called me in the early morning; and the sorrowful news were what I had guessed. My grandfather, who had been suffering from lung cancer had died two nights ago. I wasn't much surprised, I felt some stomache and pain in my body, though. I was reproached a bit and asked why they didn't call me the previous day. My brother told me that they were anxious about me, I could have a panic-attack. Anyway, there was nothing for me but prying. That was all..yesterday was mourningful for me until the night..and yesterday night I got another unusual news. It was very very and very surprising. I thought they were having a fun with me, but they were serious at all. I wish happiness and good luck for them

see you my diary, keep in touch

Hello my diary;
You are a lucky baby (as you were born just yesterday I call you "baby"). I am visiting you again. It is possible that I wil not visit you for many days in future. Be ready for that. You must learn to be alone. We, humanbeings experience loneliness in some periods of life; both physical and spiritual loneliness. Away from your friends or family you taste the feeling of being alone. There can be crowds of people around you, both none of them could be the one you miss. I experienced this when I first started university. I was with the people whom I wouldn't bare to see and the people whom I valued much and regarded as my dearest ones were in long distances from me.

Yeah, sometimes my diary, sometimes although you are with your best friends you can feel yourself the most lonely person on earth. Look, there may not be an exact reason for feeling lonely; you just want to be away from where you are. I call it "desire of going". One day if you feel like that, go wherever you want. But, don't forget that wherever you go, you can't escape from yourself, your problems, inner pains, which possibly make life more romantic and meaningful, even though you don't accept that.

Make good friends, don't neglect this, make them feel you value them. Even if you can't get in touch with them on some occasions, you will feel their love with you. It's good to be loved my diary. On the other hand, be friendly with yourself, try to explore yourself very well. I guess there are thousands of people who can't get along with and don't know much about themselves. Let some virtues be with you such as love, reading, daydreaming, writing..you will find the life more meaningful through them.

Let me talk about today's events. Last night and this morning I was very happy. Fenerbahçe beat his eternal rival Beşiktaş in Kadıköy. We overcame our "Kadıköy fobby" against BJK. Last year I had negative ideas about Arthur Zico. But I see, he is very successful in important matches. I believe we will be successful in Europe.

On the other hand, my diary, I've been studying for my exam of "Teaching English for Adults". It made me get my nervous on. I feel that I will fail this year. That is the third bounce of the grasshopper and he will fail this time. I will share my feelings about the school, exams and teacher in following days, according to my mood. Now I don't want to talk about them, because I'm depressed enough and there are some people to see you

Take care!!!

04-11-2007 11:34 PM waycell.

Hi diary,
Forgive me, I neglected visiting you yesterday. But I was studying hard for the examination for "Teaching English for Adults". I took the exam today. Although I taught my friends about the notes for the exam, I couldn't write many things in the exam, which I foresaw before the exam. I don't know what to the with my memorization problem I'm totaly hopeless. Many people thinks that I'm very lazy. If it were true then how could I produce so many things to share with the people and entartain them?? The good news is that in the afternoon it was told that everybody got at least 80. I believe teacher gave me a high mark
And..the rest is yet to come my diary! following days and next week I have 6 exams and a presentation I must study hard to keep pace with the rest of the class, who see me as a piece of cake in terms of competition; otherwise undoubtedly this will be the grasshopper's last bounce!
I may not visit you in my busy following days. Take care, and paddle your own canoe my diary..you are mature enough to look after yourself

hello;
How are you getting along with life my diary? I hope you enjoy yourself. You are very lucky, as I use English for writing you. Many people go to the courses in order to learn English. You will be bilingual; you will learn two languages at the same time.
Look, I don't like calling you "my diary". There are millions of diaries in the world. I want to select a name for you. I will think over for a suitable name for you following days. Maybe I can get help from my friends who loves you very much.
Today I had my linguistic exam. It was a bit challenging for me; I'm afraid I may get a score which will push me in a bad situation in my struggle for keeping my head above water. Next week a row of exams are waiting for me. I guess it will be an important turning point for me. But I know, I will never walk alone My lovely friends will wish me a good luck.
anyway, let me keep it short...see you tomorrow or at the weekend

selamün aleyküm my diary;
It's a different salute for you, I know..you must learn a bit Turkish as well. Oh my diary, sorry for stil calling you "my diary". I haven't a name for you yet. In fact I have a name in my mind but I'm waiting different name suggests from my friends, who knows, loves and follows you. If I don't receive any suggestions I will give you the name I keep in my mind.
Today I tried to study hard as I planned before. I don't know ıf I have fulfilled my plan or not. But let me tell you what I studied today:
In the morning I read three of the stories, the white stocking, her first ball and the gift of the magi, which I'm responsible for in the exam. Then, I read about 15 pages from the book about Common European Framework. In the afternoon I had a look at the power points about Developing Materials. They were 5 in number and much longer than I had expected. I wish I won't fail in the exam. I chosed 10 questions through them in order to send the lecturer of that lesson. Apart from these, I started preparing the power point about "past questions", which I am going to present in the lesson Linguistic. And now, I'm on the net, surfing and chatting indolently(in fact I've been in front of the computer since 12 o'clock, but the internet was away and I was using the computer for studying)
Anyway, my diary, I'm leaving you on your own and hope to visit you tomorrow. I will choose a name for you very soon..take care

Hello my diary;
This is the last time I call you "my diary". I decided to give the name which I keep in my mind. Because I didn't receive any suggestions. From now on you are my Abdurrahman Çelebi. You know the proverb ""In blinds' country one eyed man is a king". In Turkish we use as a equivalent for it "Koyunun olmadığı yerde keçiye Abdurrahman Çelebi derler." , which I like very much! And by the way "çelebi" means; handsome
Yes, Çelebi...Let me tell you what I have experienced recently. You know I haven't been able to visit you because of my exams. At last they finished yesterday and now I feel a bit free and relaxed. They were good for me, excluding the last one which I took yesterday. From now on I must concentrate on my presentations and material development. I designed something and I started to prepare its details. With the help of Uzer I will product a good material and everybosy will like it, I believe..
Take care Çelebi, see you!!!

Hello Abdurrahman Çelebi....
Today, it was a very fantastic day for me. I got up at 10.30 as I went to bed very late last night. After having a breakfast with my friend Mehmet, who puts me up as a guess at his home. After the breakfast we started to shooting our short videos about mehmet's project. He is going to give a lesson in the class as a micro-teaching activity. We tried to shoot past habits and present habits of a man. While shooting we couldn't help ourselves burst into laughing. The scenes we tried to shoot were very funny. We look forward to seeing the students' reactions to the video when they see it.
In the scenes I'm drinking alcohol and cola, talking on the mobile phone and using msn, listening Orhan Gencebay and Duman....tomorrow we will shoot 1-2 scenes more. After preparing the video I slept for a few hours. When I woke up we went out with Mehmet and wander in the romantic and crowded streets of Antalya. We had our dinner in Dönerciler Bazaar and then went to a park to sit and talk for some time. Before the match between Turkey and Norway started we turned back to house. When Norway scored the first goal, like everybody I thought that it was going to be another 8-0 disaster, like Beşiktaş against Liverpool. Thanks to God, at last Turkey won, which our footballers deserved. The night turned out to be a festival for Turkey...
Yeah My Çelebi, there is only one match left for us to declare our existence in 2008 European Championship. Let the chance and good play with us..bye..

18-11-2007 01:22 AM waycell.

Hello my Çelebi, hello..
It's along time I haven't visited you. Yeah, I accept these days I don't visit you and forum. I was busy with developing material for my lesson. It took my time and effort. and for a few days I have been experiencing dense feelings. I am in an unusual mood my diary. I have to accept some realities about myself. It is very clear that I am being visited for the third time by "it". Things and conditions have reached at an undeniable and unnegligible point by now. I will tell you who is or what is "it" later. I know I'm in a hard position to come over and handle with. Look, Çelebi, I've watched this film before. I wish wish this time it won't be the same again. I don't know what tomorrow and "it" will bring to me. We will wait and see together. Be ready for hard and melancholy days my Çelebi..You remember, the day you were born, I told you to understand and be familiar with some virtues about life..don't forget that!!!
Take care!!!